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2009-03-01T02:26:00.000+08:00

i stood there and i glanced, or rather peeped over.
hah, i'm stuck. inside that.

yep, awesome you

2009-02-28T01:44:00.005+08:00

i saw,
i smiled inside,
i felt like,
told myself, haha nah.
but,
i think,
i have something inside
that still holds onto.

i kinda know that compared to those surrounding, tsk, i'm definatly plan Z.
(: Smile, life still goes on.

Just that ounce of courage i need

2009-02-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

Guide me with that pair of Hands,
Pick me up from the valleys,
Planted me on top of the mountains,
Taught me how to live.

2009-02-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hah, Minghan.
You're such a idiot.

you said you would give up,
you said you want to get out of it.
but time and time again, you broke that weak promise.
you don't really need a someone to hook pinky with you!

just a small bit of 'bait' and you fell.

Blesh, sucks man.

I'm still good,
All good though,
Its just nowadays i kinda think of alot of things,
Still loving my life, my job, my God, my 1001 things.

2009-02-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

I survived today,
quite sianned though.

Let go, Let God

2009-02-22T03:47:00.003+08:00

I wish this is LJ, so that i can lock this post.

Man, i'm serious, totally affected nowadays,
saw, but i knew i'm never in the list.
and i mean seriously.
i wished i could give up easily,
but its pretty hard you know.
crap crap.
ARGH. Save me someone, slap me out of this.

is a nobody,
is nothing,
cant do anything,
finds himself reduced to everything he hated about people.
is not depressed,
is just irritated.

2009-02-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

find myself,
eyes cant stay still.
i knew i enjoyed,
but i know this just isn't the time for such.
I became weaker,
His Spirit grew stronger within me

2009-02-19T03:30:00.000+08:00

God, Strengthen me!

2009-02-17T23:16:00.001+08:00

honor God, in all things that we do.
give God glory to everything we get.
thank God for everything happened up till this moment.

2009-02-16T01:54:00.002+08:00

Tear off that mask,

Many times, its the people that determines really who we are,

but i want to be like my Pastors and leaders,
they are people who are themselves in any situation, even to the slightest details.
Yes, thats why they really rock.

On the side note,

Minghan's 1month project is starting again,
this time round, i'm really serious about it.

Though its gonna hurt and all,
but God,
You are Stronger and much Able.

2009-02-12T14:46:00.001+08:00

Debarment List: Minghan.

Oh hahahaha. Predict it coming, Just gotta appeal!

Man! Minghan, Start to love Studying can?

2009-02-12T02:22:00.002+08:00

Time and time again,
I just cant stop thinking.
Then,
Held Back My Breath,
Then I Shouted: WHERE ARE YOU?

2009-02-08T02:44:00.003+08:00

Haha!
I'm kinda grateful that i've come to know Jesus.
I mean, to think of it,
its miraculous that i've stayed on in God for these years,
flourished, and grow.

2007
God broke me that very year, moulded me.

then 2008
God proved to me that He is always faithful,
He was the one whom walked with me,
He was the one whom lifted me when I crashed,
He was the one whom never fails to correct and chasten me.

My God is Mighty,
My God is Big-Hearted.

2009-02-07T02:31:00.002+08:00

New Blogskin, New Year, New Beginning!

Yep. Pretty happy about this skin already!
Looks Exciting.

Life has been great. Constantly Thanking God for such a great life that i have right now!

Cannot imagine what would I be like if weren't for God.

Love God, Love People, Love Life.
Same Old Phrase, but Engraved.

2009-02-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

Long ago, really wanted to find this song "Sing ( Your Love )"
This is really quite a old song. But when you hear it,
trust me, the anointing of God is on this song.

It used to be darkness
Without you I
I lived my life in blindness
But now I am found

And I'll sing, sing I love you so
And I'll sing
Because the world can't take away
Your love

Found me in weakness
Broken
You came to me in kindness
And now I live

I'll give my life for you Lord
For all you've done

My Toughest Effort cant bring down the Power of God
Only the true worship to God, Makes God want to move.

2009-02-04T14:34:00.001+08:00

Little Miss, You Got Me
Though Actually You're Not Little (:

2009-02-03T03:10:00.002+08:00

Indulge in Coke,
This is all i can say in the night!
A glass of cold, fizzy, Coke.
HAHA
I'm a Coke fan nowadays.

Yes, felt so accomplished, I've planned my month already, Tonnes of Events.
Minghan grow, not as a servant, but as yourself!

The biggest calling of a Christian is to Evangelize.
The biggest joy of a Christian is to serve.
But,
The biggest challenge of a Christian is to break out of himself, and grow.

And yet, Grow, its such a big word to summarize!

2009-02-01T02:06:00.003+08:00

Maybe sometimes, I've been pretty much poking too much into the leaders shoes!
haha, i guess ill really just have to find my soul mate, time and time either those that i have, left the walk, or already flew too high that we hardly have any more time for each other.
Some that I've probably offended, some that I've probably ignored because of past arrogance.
Thats probably life, but the glad-dest thing i can say today is that, I've really enjoyed my walk with God! and this is something that no one can take away, and no one can replace.
A God that i serve that never left me,
A God that I've done many wrong things against,
A God that never failed to forgive and pour mercy,
A God that brought me through valleys and rainbows,
A God that bring me out of tears of sorrow,
A God that brings me into joy,
A God that never fails to provide for me,
A God that never gives up on me when all else seems bad,
A God that I worships.

God of my forever
who shall ever replace You
take my life, mould it again
take my heart, break it for You
take my being, use it for Your purpose
take all of me.

Gladly to say, i'm not emotional
i'm just prone to emotions
i'm submitted to Him.

2009-01-29T15:25:00.001+08:00

Whats the things that really moves you?

Excitement is when you have all the friends you have that simply went crazy with you on CNY celebration.
Desire is that urge that you cant press down alone, the probably most deadly thing to the human mind.
Conviction is the one thing that determines who or what you are.
When all else fails, when everything fades away, when the things that you used to do starts to become mundane, its that simple decision that you stood along all the while that will keep you running.
Ever wondered? God promised Noah that he will never flood the earths again to kill mankind, how long was it already? Probably thousands or even tens of thousands?

Now who is the really Faithful one?

2009-01-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hello World!
Haha. CNY has really been amazing man!
CNY eve: KTV, Supper, Overnight Left4dead!
CNY 1st Day: Harvest, Movie, Supper at HKcafe, Overnight Left4dead, Dota.
CNY 2nd Day: Slept from 7-2pm, went bowling, Supper at HKcafe, Overnight lan.
CNY 3rd Day: Slept little, Staff Sentosa outing, then Staff Reunion, then now, Blogging with a giddy head!

Hahaha. CNY is crazy!
Yep seeya!

2009-01-20T10:12:00.000+08:00

Haha wow! Exciting ah, im blogging straight and fresh from the COFFEE SHOP outside my school! It has such a faster connection!
Haha. This week is gonna be great man!
Reunion after reunion? Haha

With God, all things are possible,
With Faith, we can move mountains,
With Love, God gave Himself.

2009-01-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

Whoa!
exciting.
A dream had came to past, when i thought it was over, it came as a reminder that God's promises never fails us.
Yep! Im a happy man.
Cant wait! Hahaha.

Glory be to God above.

2009-01-15T02:37:00.000+08:00

you shall love the LORD your God, with all your might, with all your soul, and all your mind.

2009-01-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hello my cave!
Haha, really quite alot of thoughts having been running through my mind.
Yep. God, be my hiding place.
You know my deepest thoughts,
You know my desires,
You know my troubles,
You know me inside out.
You are my hiding place, my Refuge, my helmet, my armour..
In You i seek, in me You dwell.

2009-01-12T03:26:00.001+08:00

Haha, man. I attempted to study, but i ended up planning my monthly organizer. Hahaha.
Before that, had such a long and nonsense talk with Elizabeth and then afterwards YangXinjie, hahaha. So funny. Such random topics.
Anyway, to all those getting Olevel results, GOODLUCK! Hahaah.
yep! Pump yourselfs up with faith!
Yep looking forward to the time to pass.
Minghan shall be a faithful man! Haha probably only Xinjie know what i mean. Lol.
And man! I realised the people around me have really been flying and going on a roller coaster ride with God. And im like watching them and waiting for my turn!
The word of the season for me? WAIT!!!
Hahaha. Most part of my life, Minghan had always been a really lazy but yet impatient person. But from this year onwards, its really time for me to step out of it.

for God to mould us, it takes a sacrifice from yourself, even though you know that you will get a better return after that moulding from God, many people fail to step out into that destiny and reward that God had planned for us!
08 had really been a exciting year for me, but im having faith to step out into that zone where i HAVE and WANT to depend on God once again,
a life which God is steering, and not a life where the world and our carnality takes charge!

Growth and Faith '09!

2009-01-11T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hhaha, what a day,
started off with stomachache and so much so made me felt like jelly and couldnt go to discipleship class.
Yep, enjoyed service alot,
and God really spoke to me that i should step out of my comfort zone!
Although have been on staff, excelling in my ministries,
but i have to start to improve on my studies. Yep, i shall learn to really juggle time and spend 2hours per day studying now.
Haha , going home was fun, nonsensed around with quite some people,
and when was on 43, had a really funny talk with leon and we found out a little secret of both of us! Haha.
Yep, also talked alot about how we dont want to waste all the effort and time we had spent building and working on all that we had invested in,
and also, another kind of motivation that really, hahaha funny! But its supposed to be a secret i guess.

yep! minghan 2.0!

God be MY solution!

2009-01-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

Wow wow ,
what cn i say?
A distraction is a distraction
and day by day, it gets BIGGER!
Hahaha, maybe im crazy, but heh.

When the stage is bare tonight,
theres no one else, just You and me,
when the curtains close behind,
theres no pretense, im on my knees.

2009-01-06T23:16:00.001+08:00

Elephant kinda settled down a little inside my brains,
sometimes its things that we dont get we cherish, but this time round to me, not that case anymore.
yep, i assure myself to be true this time.

Anyway! Many many things have been happening, and hearing that powerhouse had been cancelled really deserves some celebration.

haha! In anycase, i really feel like i have to grow again, kinda stucked halfway here and halfway there.

Now God, break me again and mould me.

remember what you had, cherish what you have now, FOCUS on what you want.

2009-01-01T14:27:00.001+08:00

Haha, what a HUGE ELEPHANT you are, you're seriously stuck in my mind.
Im trying to get you out, but some part of me just cant stop it.
hahah

ow, what a great start to the year, really felt like just chit chatting with you, which probably we havent had since the goodolddays. Hahaha.

ok, throwing all this to God first.

Happy '09
this year is going to be a breakthrough or crash year i believe, but im going for a breakthrough.
'07 may be fun,
'08 may be tough, may have been sweet
BUT
'09 is going to be crazy!

2008-12-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

Oh man.
My mind got 200% the amount of bombardment from you!
Its totally filled right now.
The previous was 100% but now you're 200%!
I just had to vomit this out!

2008-12-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

HAHA!
Lol everyday is a different ending, but afterall, im still ok and happy because theres good times and bad times!
Yep, you never know the feeling of scanning through so many faces.
Hahaha. Im just crazy.

2008-12-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hello hello!
Im so happy today,
choir was fun, bunch of really lively people man!
Hahaha. Just cant explain, it just feels pretty good to be around.
Man! Finally i fell sick! Which mean, i wont be sick for the coming Christmas already!
Hahaha.

I see the King of Glory,
hahaha only a few understands.
The inside of me just goes crazy because of ur hur.
Felt like OUCH when that cold feeling came,
ah i know shouldn't be saying this but haha, nowhere to vomit all these.

2008-12-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

MAN! I lost today, again!
haha.
Gotta stop all these nonsense coming out again! Haha.
Ming! Just gotta wait and see!

2008-12-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

Man, i really kinda blew up today. Things went haywire for me.

really hate myself for being such a weak person, but God, its now up to You to change me again.

but sidetrack a little,
i'm really happy today because... Haha.
Its great that she started rising up again.
Just need somewhere to release this since there wouldnt be someone i could really chat with anymore! Haha, not like depressed but just used to it.
And yes, i'm alright now. Just cant wait.

2008-12-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! Haven't really posted for almost few months already. Even though my computer is not repaired yet, but gladly i can always access this blog using my phone! I will attempt to revive my blog! Hahah

really, recently things have been running pretty well, i now just want to have my holidays packed to its maximum full potential! And yep, its coming in another weeks time!

anyway, really ive kinda took this period of time as period for stretching and time for God to really break me down and mould me again. Really most of this time i made really so much mistakes in life, but God simply uses His people to just embrace and just disciple me too. Thank God for the learning.

Kind of fun watching myself during this period though.
A dream im running for? I want to become BMI's head and then i want to become a full time staff! Yep! Thats all today!

Hi WORLD

2008-09-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Alrights! its been really long since i've posted something!
Haha.
Recently had been great, experienced God like how i used to when i was really a new Christian. God really reminded me how much i used to just love Him. Its really awesome and i'm getting back onto my personal time with God every morning.
And yes, i'm really happy that i'm able to serve God now in a greater capacity AND for the right reason already.

Thats all, till the next time i occupy Jeremy's laptop! (:

2008-07-29T08:35:00.001+08:00

HELLO, My computer is down and i wont be updating for the moment.