Swooshzoop!

13 July 2009

I guess. its all over.

Yea. i'm gonna get out of the mental block
its really so fun in the past, and i really mean it.
it was pretty much the 'funnest' times where i really enjoyed myself.
to the simplest of fun.

But yea! Times up for dreaming.
I'm getting out of that past.
Time to give it all back to God, 100% or even 200%.
Cant afford to lag back anymore.

To a faithful servant, God is always Righteous and Just.

Thanks for everything

wrote @ 12:09 AM

12 July 2009

I'm Gonna Find Another You

It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as well as you planned
But when my loneliness is through, i'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When i was your lover
No one else would do
If i'm false to find another i hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now i'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh i'm gonna find another you

Friend sent this song to me. Beautiful song

wrote @ 3:19 AM

Hopefully, and i really hope, that this is the last time i'm gonna post like such.
and i pray that ill get over it soon.

Sometimes i feel that i'm pretty much a stupid man?
I obviously know the answer already. but I simple don't want to accept that fact.
Minghan, Minghan. Stop avoiding.
Nothing in the world will happen and never will it gonna even matter.

What can you do when all you see is that you are like just a peg, that cannot hold anything down unlike the rest of the rocks and pillars of which you know is much much better.

Now its just hopes for the best! and let time work its way.
a hunger within the heart shouldn't be filled any other way.
the hunger deepens, but all you can do is wait and watch. till its time for God to work.

Life seems like on a downturn,
i'm crashing in school.
in family.
in friendship.
in myself too.

wrote @ 12:32 AM

08 July 2009

I kinda still miss how things were like in the past.
It was really fun back then.
but now its kinda awkward and we all know that.

wrote @ 3:29 PM

17 June 2009

I really missed talking to you.

wrote @ 4:20 AM

08 June 2009

Its been awhile since i ever posted!
Hahah! Life is great now.
Just thankful to God for everything in my life now!
And yep. theres more to life to be conquered!

wrote @ 1:42 PM

24 April 2009

PLAN A's B's and C's?

Sometime, to think about it.
I'm really sure that i've missed out on my plan A, B, C . . . . G H that God might originally had for me!
But sometimes, its really awesome yet scary to know that, the life that you live now, is actually someone else's main plan that God intended, but never came to past.
Thus, we might be at the place where we are an Empty vessel, that God can use at that point to do what that was meant for someone else!
reinforcing it, if you are really observant enough, there would've been load of people that could be in-place of the 'plan' that we are in now! they would probably have been like 20times better then us, but yea, something might have happened and yea.

and what i'm really saying is more of, i'm really happy about where i am right now,
but at the same time, i really felt so much that people should start to really just love their life,
because it isn't as easy to be said to give up the life that we lead right now, and adopt something else!

Thousand thanks to God

wrote @ 12:06 AM